Monday, March 3, 2014

Music Monday #3: The Gaslight Anthem

This is only the third Music Monday, but I still wanted to do something a little different from the first two.

When people ask me what kind of music I listen to, I judge them for a second and usually say something standard like, "rock." But that is still such a huge category.


Gaslight Anthem is one of my all time favorite bands. I only discovered them since I first saw Ross rocking a t-shirt. I figured if that semi-decent guy liked them, I should look them up. And in my interwebs searching, the song that stuck with me the most was Navesink Banks. I kept listening to it over and over. I didn't pay close attention to the lyrics until much later. But there is something ... haunting? Meaningful? Passionate? About the lead Brian Fallon's vocals, something about the guitar strums that linger.


I love simple songs that stand alone, but I am a sucker for songs that relate to literature, pop culture, other songs on the album, or similar musicians. Because when you are listening to them for the 100th time, you can pick up on something new. After this post, listen to Bruce Springsteen's The River. See if you can draw any parallels. Springsteen has a similar style, The Gaslight Anthem has played with him, and they are both from Jersey.

I love the way the song opens,
"'All hope abandon, ye who enter here', said a sign I read that was hanging above her bed."
It's a reference to the phrase inscribed on the gates of Hell in Dante's Inferno. The song goes on to tell a story of a young man and his adventures out on his own at a young age. Of sorts, similar to the descent into Hell in Inferno.

In the song there is a reoccurring phrase, "My first sin was..." It changes throughout the song and starts with
"My first sin was a young American girl."
What he sees as his first step down a slippery slope.
"I ran with dirty angels, slept out in the rain, we were scared and tired and barely 17."
"Dirty angels" is an interesting phrase because of the obvious juxtaposition. Angels are thought of to be holy and pure and clean. But I like the imagery of "dirty angels." To me it could mean good people who are caught up in wrong doing, or maybe good people who don't appear to be good, but nevertheless are.

As the narrator is looking back on his life, he later says,
"My first sin was the fear that made me old."
Again, his first sin, not his second. It makes me wonder, is this synonymous with his first sin? Or looking back has he changed his mind about his first sin? Either way, to me it signifies that maybe the fear of being on his own, running with a hellians, acting tough, made him feel mature and grow up a little too early. After all, he has told us that he was "barely 17."

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The last verse and my favorite, is set in the present. He is talking to (I assume) a significant other, reminiscing on his rocky past, perhaps with much regret.
"Ah, Maria if you'da known me when."
But she only smiles by the light on the Navesink banks sayin', "Listen Baby, I know you now."
You can tell that this woman cares about him and forgives him his past. Who we were is part of who we are, but it does not have to determine the present.
"I just stand by the moon, thinking bout a ghost I hear at night."
This line really shows contemplation. The past haunts him, it isn't something he can easily forgive or forget.

The last line, spoken by the woman, is the best of the whole song. It's now her turn to determine what his proverbial "first sin" was.
"Your first sin was a lie you told yourself."
To me, she is telling him to stop lying to himself. He's not a bad person, and all these "first sins" are just lies he is holding onto. And holding onto them is holding him back.

I can't get over how much I love this song. It sends chills up my spine. The imagery, the emotion, the mystery.

What do you think?

What songs do you like that are packed full of emotion and meaning?

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Have it Your Way (BK!)

How many of you are just craaaving a Burger King burger?

Like maybe one off the dollar menu?



*crickets*

No one?

How about an Oreo milkshake? Or a mini funnel cake from Jack in the Box?

Maybe a few people now? 

And on a completely different but related note, when you dream, what do you dream about?

Flying? All expense paid trips to Hawaii? Talking to genius minds like Albert Einstein? Sailing around the world? Winning the lottery?

It may seem random, why am I talking about Dollar Menu items and dreams? Well, The Monster Chronicles continue...

The other day when the dreaded alarm went off, after a few seconds of coming to, I stared at the ceiling.

Huh?
Burger King?
I had just dreamed about BURGER KING? Who am I? Where am I?! Seriously people. I dreamed that I got to pay for Burger King food. In the dream I was staring at the menu, salivating at the thought that I could have an oreo milkshake and a drooling over a dollar menu cheeseburger. No juicy steak from Ruth's Chris Steakhouse. No decadent Great Wall of Chocolate from P.F. Chang's. Not even some coconut shrimp from Outback. Not even a fresh salad from Panera.

Dollar. Cheeseburger.

Ladies and gentlemen, this is what rock bottom looks like (and a countdown 'to that $1 burger).






Saturday, March 1, 2014

Spring Break: Go Wild!

On Friday Ross finished his last exam of the first round of midterms. It's times like this when a little candle flame of hope flickers, and you gotta take advantage while you can.

Saturday some of our friends were celebrating a belated birthday by getting day passes at a nice resort. Ross and I didn't get the day pass, but that didn't stop us from hanging out on the beach and having a nice relaxing day.


The resort is on a small beach that I have never been to, Groom's beach.


It has a mix of white and black sand with decent shade (always a plus). The snorkeling was absolutely amazing. I've always just gone to Magazine beach for snorkeling, but I have been missing out all this time. I saw bright yellow fish, iridescent fish, striped fish, corals, and a sea fan forest. It's moments like that when I really wish I had an underwater camera.

It was so nice to sit in the sun and relax. I love pina coladas, and I have been trying them wherever I go. I got one at the resort (La Luna) and it was really really good.














Mmm. I felt so fancy sitting at the tiki bar sipping my drink staring over the chic pool out towards the beautiful water.


The friends that got the day passes got access to their paddleboards, kayaks, snorkel stuff, hobie cats, etc. They had fun taking them for a spin. The birthday girl Ida had fun doing some yoga while she was out.


Our friend Ethan took a couple pictures for us, no need for selfies today!


Eventually we headed home so we could get cleaned up and go out to dinner.

One guess where we went. Here is a hint.


Yes, none other than Schnitzel Haus! It was, amazing as always. We went with Ross's friend Ethan. He was joking that this was their Spring Break, so they could go all out.



Yeap, this is how we spring break, going to the beach and eating out. Haha. Ethan got an appetizer for us to share, and we all got desserts. I liked these even better than the apple strudel last time. Ross and I got an "Ice Pancake," ice cream in a crepe with whipped cream and a cherry. Ethan got "Hot Love" which was warm raspberries with vanilla ice cream and whipped cream. Since I was little I loved the combination of hot and cold in desserts (thanks dad!).


Let the record show that Ethan's shirt was not actually that tight. I honestly have no idea how the picture turned out like that. 

It was a truly unforgettable day. Lots of fun with great friends. 



Friday, February 28, 2014

Friday Faves: Lushies Anonymous

Hi friends.

Hi friend!

My name is Kristen and I have a problem.

LUSH. 

LUSH is the best

I blame it all on Brigette. She is a wonderful friend who has a terrible habit of getting me hooked on everything cool. You should all get a friend like her. Furthermore, this nasty habit is perpetuate by my other best friends, Kelli and Pip and Katie. Yeah, you two know why.

So scapegoating aside, LUSH is an amazing bath and body company. They have several schticks that raise them to a somewhat hipster status including vegan products, little to no packaging, ethical ingredient buying, and using recyclable materials. They have products who's proceeds go to charitable causes, and they are involved in various philanthropic endeavors world-wide.

I think that is all well and good, but the products in and of themselves are incredible. Yep, I'm driving this bandwagon y'all.

This is when I walk into a LUSH store.



At first glance, their products look pretty pricey. But you just have to remember what you are getting. A lot of their products last a long time. So in my opinion, you actually get a big bang for your buck.

Also, and this may be hard to hear, but it is time to grow up. When you are in high school and even college, I give you permission to have your drivers permit = Bath and Body Works. But there comes a time in your life (like your move from low-class IKEA) where your probationary period is over, and you move on to the good stuff. LUSH.

I too had my Bath and Body Works heyday. Please note the layers upon layers of B&BW in this photo, this wasn't even all of it.

















There is a purpose to this post, and its not because I am so incredibly good at blogging, alliteration, and themed days that I wanted to add a "Friday Faves" to my repertoire. It's because in my STBL, I resolved to write online reviews for 10 products. I know this seems weird, but I am a die hard review reader. It doesn't matter if it is a product I already own, one I want to buy, or a recipe I haven't tried, I have to read the reviews. And I finally decided to pay it forward.

Here are some products that I reviewed. Yes, I am woman enough to admit that all 10 were exclusively for LUSH products. Here are some of my favorites.



My top three favorite products from this collage:

1) Solid Shampoo Bars. I have officially tried 4 of their solid shampoo bars (and one on the way). Besides Squeaky Clean, which yanked my hair out, I love them. They are genius. One bar lasts me literally months of washing. It's small, compact, and light. So for an ex-pat like me it's a no brainer. They clean great, and they smell amazing. Just remember that they aren't 2-in-1 bars, I still follow with a conditioner. NEW! has been my favorite, it smells like Christmas in my shower!


It's not a secret that I have real problems with acne. I've tried lots of different things, but on a YouTube crusade to try something completely different, I found lots of videos of cleansing routines that involved LUSH products. With a shopping list and a lot of questions I went to LUSH when I was finally back in the states.

Here is the thing about LUSH employees, I think they are all on crack cocaine. Most of them are the hippest, happiest, most energetic people ever. They are more than happy to answer all of your questions, and let you try free samples. The woman at the store ended up giving me an hour long facial so I could try out about 8 different facial products. Needless to say it was the best day of my life (sorry wedding).

But that brings me to 2) Fresh Farmacy cleanser. This is a beautiful cleanser that leaves your skin feeling balanced and clean. It smells great too. I don't like cleansers that dry out my face too much, but I don't like ones that don't clean deep enough. Well look no further, Fresh Farmacy is your answer.


This post is getting long, and I could go on forever, but I will leave you gawking at the magical powers of LUSH's fresh face masks. They are about $7 and you get several applications from each one. Because they are so fresh, you can only get them in-stores and you must keep them in the fridge. I think it is best to share it with someone, since they only last two weeks you have to work quick.

I've tried a few different masks. All of them are different and all of them are amazing. I have no share-able photographic proof because I value my life more than posting pictures of my sisters and mom with the masks on. ;) Cosmetic Warrior is amazing, instantly made my skin look more even and less red. My mom was really impressed, but it smells like you washed your face in a garlic press. The smell wears off when you wash it off though, which, I guess if you love garlic, might make you a little sad. If you want to be on the safe side go with 3) Catastrophe Cosmetic, which is not a catastrophe at all but actually makes you want to eat your face because it smells like fresh blueberries!



Needless to say, by the time I am done in LUSH I walk out in love, excited, optimistic, and thinking:





Sunday, February 23, 2014

I did it!

Well, I did it folks! I can cross another item off my Short Term Bucket List!
I blogged every day of a whole entire week. Can't say the posts were thrilling, but that wasn't part of the deal. Haha. 

To commemorate this event I will post this picture of a fresh baked chocolate chip cookie in strawberry ice cream. 




Saturday, February 22, 2014

Lazy Dayz

Some days in Grenada (mostly all of them) go by pretty slow. One question that I always get asked is
"What do you do all day?"
And yeah, there is always a bit of disdain in the delivery. People expect me to be really tan, or saving the world, or exponentially improving my resume, or at least be pregnant.

Buut, I'm not. I'm just lazy.



Or maybe I don't care? A couple Saturdays ago I was especially, disdainfully lazy/ apathetic.

I took about a dozen Zimbio quizzes.

I felt like I was in junior high all over again. Sneaking on the dial-up internet before my parents got mad that I was clogging up the phone line. Those were the days.

In my even younger days I subscribed to American Girl magazine and the second thing I would do when that glorious magazine came in the mail was look for any quizzes they might have (the first, mind you, was rip out what ever cool stickers or paper dolls they had).

It's all Teo's fault. He got me started with, "Which Hunger Games Character Are You?" quiz.

Any guesses for who I got? It's pretty obvious if you know me.


I was laughing so hard when I got this, there is not one thing on that description that is not me (IMO). It's like Zimbio had my DNA or something. So I figured, no harm in one more.

Or two,

Or three... or more.

And before long I knew it, everything I wanted to know about myself including what Muppet I am and which Sesame Street character I'd be.

Eye-opening.


What do you think? Me? At least the cookie part. Take it for yourself here.

Ross helping me in the kitchen will vouch for this one:



I mean, I do love a good sharp knife. 

Here is my character from Orange is the New Black. I won't judge you if you don't judge me: 

Why do so many of these involve foods?! Haha. I don't mind. 

Okay, here is the last one for now. I couldn't resist because it is my all time favorite young adult literature series! The Series of Unfortunate Events. I was very enthusiastic about getting Sunny.



When Ross eventually got home, I immediately made him take the ASOUE quiz. I just had to know who he would be. It didn't mean much to him because he never read the books and barely remembered the movie. But the results were even more atrocious than I could have imagined:


Thirteen books of unfortunate characters and he got Esme?! I was devastated. But when I read the description, I did feel a little better because every word could not be farther from the truth. I guess some of us are a little more read-able than others. The lesson we learn today is don't let Ross put the fate of his future in the hands of Zimbio. On the other hand, that wouldn't be such a bad idea for me.  






Low Battery: Change Battery Pack

As a society (read: Americans) I think we tend to take a lot of pictures. With social media running rampant, it is a must right?

A picture is worth a thousand words, they say; they said before Facebook ever existed.



Tonight I decided to go on a little walk to the close-by beach. Being a twenty-something in 2014, I took a photo capturing device.


 It was a short walk, but after a few beach shots I got that terrible, horrible, inevitable "low battery signal." The bane of the 21st Century.


A few more shots, and it was gone. "Change the battery pack."

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I had to sit there on the beach surrounded by beauty, without having a single thing to show for it.



I sat in silence and just listened to the calm of the sea lapping against the sand. I watched the sky turn bight pink and light green. I saw the hues on the water, yellows, blues, I saw the last rays of sun play on the water. I saw the cliffs and houses turn to silhouettes. And I thought of how indescribable it all was.

We take pictures to share what we cannot describe in words.

I thought of how that is a lot like feelings. We cannot use words, but we want people to see us. We want people to understand us. We want to share so that, we don't feel so alone in this huge universe. Sometimes we get real close to accurately conveying it all. But a lot of times, it's hard with #nofilter.

That's my life right now #nofilter. This is all I got. And all I got is me. Here in Grenada, alone in my thoughts, with my battery running low. Daily, I feel like I won't make it. But I have these moments of perfect stillness in my unpredictable life where I have clarity. Moments where after the battery is dead, I still have lessons to learn. The sun will still set (beautifully) and rise again. Even if I have nothing to show for it.